I can't just fly to Germany and expect to make a living without a college degree. I want something in life. If I leave my sick dad, I will go back to my alma mater and get a music degree first. It's great. I want to move to Germany to experience classical music, and no one I've tried to contact has offered to help when I tried. I guess I need to get better at music at a school here and some way I could make a living, maybe playing music.